Why I am Who I am

I am not writing this for you, really for me, as I use everything in life for pictures, my life is full of experience I am able to think about, especially if I believe there is spin. Nothing on the other hand can help others but themselves. My situation, being not in a relationship is by choice and by action of inability to define that choice. I was once married and had children, then unmarried. I discourse on virtually all aspects of my inabilties.